welcome to my world.

well, exams are over, albeit the little french A-lvl oral is have next week. hahah right.

when even music cannot feed your very soul.

‘I live in a world that send some to school to learn a little, but mostly for the purpose to fit into a system that will help produce more money.’
the very reason i do not completely believe in the system that seems to educate us; for education is no means to an end, for education has no end, akin to the imperfection of humanity.
I believe education serves to complete our knowledge in areas lacking in ourselves, and that it is rather the painting of the human mind.
When people try to stem creativity and decide to paint everyone’s canvases the same, impotency, lethargy, the lack of imagination, and even slavery is birthed.
Education today aims to create a product, an extra $10,000 for the GDP, a number to the tally, a drop to the pond.
Never have I experienced education wherein one is enlightened,where the untraversed mind is charted, where the true knowledge is coaxed out of the mind, rather than branded upon.

For the war we fight today permeates our unguarded minds, sneaks past our senses, and changes us from the inside.
The war we fight today is not of pain, not of trouble, not of testing, but the absence of it.
The war we fight today is not of inadequacy, not of conceitedness,  but past the trivial post-humus of everyday life.

From humanity breeds inhumanity. We are our own fears, our own troubles, our own slavery, our own death.
For humanity cries out for salvation, and it is right there, presented not for a lack of the ability to save itself, but the unwillingness and hesitance to do so.
Humanity cannot be given pure water, for only filth will ensue.

The woman in the train who gave up her seat, the young kid who politely went  ‘excuse me’ , these are the people we should hope in, appreciate.

oh well, ignorance is always bliss.

alas, part1 is abrupted here.

i bid adieu. goodnight.

on swing days and mad affrays,
have games galore, as your mum implores.

its been a long time since i blogged. i guess im bored, so i’ll just talk to myself on my wordpress blog, just so i dont appear schizophrenic.

when you turn your back on the world.

i kinda experience nostalgia these days, about how fun the times were in PHS, the great friends, memories, teachers, soccer games; those little idiosyncracy that showed how oblivious we were to the dangers and reality of the world. we used to just have fun, for the sake of it. mind-numbing, and brain-excluding activities.
i really think i’ve set myself up for an image to others that im just a shallow, happy-go-lucky, uncouth, and non-chalant person. but no, they arent the ones who know me so well that they’re able to react to what im about to say before i even act and regret. the best of my friends know that im much deeper than that, if only you bother to uncover it. i dont know why i say this kind of things right here, right now, and i guess im leading nowhere, but i guess i like being the crazy dude you know, just for the sake of bringing etheral happiness to myself through others. you see, what people do affect you. and what people do affect you. this just turns into a vicious cycle or what helps you trudge through the bleak weary days of  simple teenagers like ourselves. so go, affect others so they can affect you.

when your mind displaces feeling.

thought and action are the two most stunningly simple things to do; but an enigma as it eludes people time after time as they act then think, or think then not act at all. people nowadays dont take risks. 

now, would knowing exactly what you are capable of and what you’d hopelessly fail at mean arrogance?

im getting dizzy here, not in a bad way.

ego, superego, id.

i have to go get some sleep, an awesome soccer match drained me of my energy.

i hate smokers, especially in this situation.
seriously, could you at least think more about others?

im really shocked. i cant imagine how disappointed they’re going to be. idk what to do.
God save me from all this.

today has been.. something new.

i realised that to-do list only do so much good. when boredom strikes you there’s no escaping lethargy.

man, today sucked.

boredom, insomnia, and eternity

must’ve been.

not too worthwhile.

nights.

“Amazing things can happen from the inside… Do not let emotions take over you and make you stupid. Think logical.”

i need something proper to do, need to work my brain a bit. bored to bits and pieces and tweeny crumbs.

i realised that music for me is the opposite of a riddle. it turns off my brain and lets my emotion take over. my whole holiday has been about music basically, my brain so asleep now. :/

“The only thing worse than a loser is someone who won’t admit he played badly. “

i dont know whether im ever going to be blogging again. hahah, i keep putting it off.

anyway. life’s been pretty great after o’s. band camp was a blast, and my newfound band life smacked me in the face, waking me up. really have not much to say.

but i think my days of writing short pieces of literature are gone, i havent gotten an itch to write for years.

IM BORED, but i have nothing to blog about.

tataa!

HAHAH. sorry for the shortest post in the universe.

(my life’s past is getting more the-drama as i keep uncovering nonsense! HAHAHA, my gosh, i was in the heat of things i never noticed.)